Life is full of choices, if you have the guts to go for it.
Henry Rollins (via thresca) (via whoaineedyou)
For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.
Audrey Hepburn (via bellechoses) (via misscedar)
Cause I'm Feeling Rebelious Again
I love it when people on Tumblr simultainously complain about the sudden rise in popularity of memoirs, while talking about how great the new David Sedaris book is and talking about their adolescenc/childhood.
If you’re sick of memoirs get off tumblr and go write the best novel of the 21st century.
How inappropriate is this now? Yeah…
Because I'm still feeling rebellious
I don’t understand this common notion around tumblr that following a number less than the number of people that follow you some how makes you a blogging god/goddess.
Maybe I’m new to the game, or just have a different approach when it comes to tumblr. I currently follow approx. twice as many people that follow me. I like it. It gives me a very diverse view of tumblr and the Internet and I like to think, therefore it gives me a diverse view of the world (I realize how naive and douche baggy this sounds).
While I’m extremely flattered when someone new follows me, I hope that I never stop finding new and interesting people to follow on here. I hope that I never think that I’m “like totes def too cool”* and stop being genuinely interested in the people that I follow.
(NOTE: Spell check recognizes douchebaggery as a word. Way to go Jon Stewart.)
*Sometimes me and my friends actually talk like this… but we’re totes def doing it to be ironic, I think.
Cause I'm Feeling Rebelious
I don’t care about the Dark Knight.
And Christian Bale creeps me out (finding out that he assaulted his mother and sister only adds to that sentiment).
And Batman doesn’t even have any super human powers!!!
kthanks.
Love Reign O're Me
We’re under a severe thunderstorm watch.
Maybe the rain will wash away all my bad dreams and my bad moods.
Right now I’m gonna take a shower and hope that it does the same.
bossI was never really a fan of his jams but I probably would have hit it back in the day. Just keepin’ it real.
i am i fan. and i would’ve def. hit it.
what can i say? those curls? that beard? (not to mention the lyrics). he’s my “type.”
hi lani. i’m over all that high school drama. come on over now so we can celebrate w/ lindz. its her party-it’ll be fun.
-text from someone who im assuming is lydia
Oh you’re over it? That’s fucking news to me. You weren’t over it on June 30th when I was trying to enjoy Sarah’s grad party.
And of course like then, you have your attack dogs doing defense for you. Why should I leave it alone? You haven’t. Despite my attempts to get over it (how would you feel if you’re best friend of 12 years decided not to stand up for you?) and leave it alone, you keep bringing it back up. Despite your appologies you’re more neurotic and paranoid than Nixon on a bad LSD trip.
I’M NOT SAYING SHIT ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK. Jesus Christ.
What was a misunderstanding and bad joke turned into fucking Watergate.
And this is my personal blog, so basically this is my forum to say whatever the fuck I want about the sitation. I don’t know if you read it, though I can bet that you perodically check up on it to see if I’ve been talking about you only to be disappointed by the fact that I haven’t. Cause here’s a little secret, I could really give 2 shits about you and what you think of me.
I never directly blamed you as for the reason why I’m not friends with Kim anymore. (Though I will admit, you are a big part of the reason why I’ve almost completely severed ties with her, except for her giving me virtual plants on Facebook’s Lil Green Patch application). The truth is me and Kim were growing apart from the beginning of middle school, when neither of us knew who the fuck you were. It was bound to happen, and it was happening all through out high school, despite the fact that neither of us really wanted to acknowledge it. We became different people. But we were still friends by proximity, as it was easy to be seeing as we live on the same street, which is how we became friends in the first place. And though it hurts, the blow is only softened by the fact that I’ve been lucky enough to make some really good friends who will stand up for me. And unlike your accusation I didn’t have to make them my friends by badmouthing you. I’m sorry but I don’t need to stoop to that to get people to like me.
So I never blamed you for that, because I have enough maturity to realize that obviously it wasnt your, that you were just a catalyst in something that had been happening for a long time. And I talk to people about the situation (the whole you and Sam calling me a lebsbian on daily basis and note to anyone who still might be reading this and doesn’t know the sitch, this was 4 months ago, at the end of my Senior year of high school, not middle school as it would seem) because of how it effected me, how it hurt me that people would do that and claim that it was just a joke. And then go around for 4 months afterwards trying to make me look like the homophobe (which I’m not, I’m just not a lesbian) and the bad guy.
And why in the fucking world would I have people call you? I don’t even have your phone number and I’m really pissed that you got mine from Lindsey or whoever was at that party.
Get this through your head. You’re the one who talks about me behind my back, as I’ve heard through reliable sources. And YOU’RE the one who gets people to text and fb chat confront me. Here’s my advice to you. Stop being so paranoid and know that if you piss people off (which you seem to like to do on a nearly hourly/daily basis), that they’ll talk about you. And most of them probably won’t be as considerate as me not to say what they’re really thinking. THAT’S LIFE. Get aquainted with it.
I end this with the question that’s been running through my head ever since Sam asked it in her back alley facebook chat confrontation. Why should I leave it alone? What are going to do to me?
Why can’t you just leave it alone? If you really are over it, seeing as it’s high school drama and we graduated almost 2 months ago, it should be easy as pie. Just leave it the fuck alone why don’t ya?